If this was a movie

Is this a break up month or an unlucky month for everyone ?
There's a best friend of mine also just broke up with her boyfriend last week.
She also felt very tiring being together with him,
Because of his personality,
His has his own personality and just don't know how to give some space to his girlfriend.
And he just not really a understandable person.
Or maybe i shouldn't judge him too much, as i am just an outsider.
Finally, she decided to break up with him... And she did.
But she still can't let go or forget him,
She just felt life is hard without him.
Nobody knows in future what will happened...

To a dearest friend of mine,
You did say that you worry about your relationship with him,
You scared that one day it will happened to yourself because a lot of people broke up this month.
And I don't know how to comfort you,
But i really wish that you could quickly get over the sadness and recover ASAP !! +u+u !!
I'm here if you need me.
But i don't know how to cheer you up, as I'm not in any relationship before...
And well, my thinking is still like a child though,
But I wanna say,
Isn't he the guy who made you feel wanted?
Isn't he the guy who came by to your university to take you out to eat supper, sent you meals when it's the time for you to eat?
Isn't he the guy will be there for you when you needed him?
Isn't he the guy who confessed to you, and secretly in love with you for a long time?
Read your blog, read the stuff you've type. I can feel that you are very happy in that post that you wrote the stuff about him. If you really feel that its worthless saying this, because you still think that it's all the past, and now you felt very very tiring being together with him and felt like there's a 1000 tons of weight pressing down to your chest causing you hard to breath, you want to get rid of it, but you can't. then just ignore what i said and i really hope you will soon recover.
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It's been a while i stopped writing in english.
Special thanks to my dearest sista jx gave me the inspiration to write this.
Why do we have to pretend to be good to others?

Don't we hate fakers?
Or is it the world is becoming fake, so we are just affected by it?
But i am one of them.
I started to dislike their attitude, and i started to notice they are just fakers.
When i found out everything, I still have to pretend as a friend of theirs.
Or what can i do ? Tell them that i hate everyone here because you all are fakers?
Or i can't do that because i'm not in that position to say it.
Because i know all the stuff about them, i keep reminding myself DO NOT be like them at the start, but now i don't even know who i am anymore....am i really a friend of theirs or am i just pretending to be a friend of theirs.
I think that the only reason people hold on to memories so tight is because memories are the only things that don't change, when everybody else does.
If this was a movie,

Will we be together?
If this was a movie,
Will you not see me as transparent and treasure me?

You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, 
but you can't close your heart to the things you don't want to feel.
Why are we just being so cool and do not talk to each other?
Or we just don't have any common things to chat with?
These days, i kept dreaming of you,
I dreamt that we know each other well, and our relationship is better than in real life,
I just don't feel like waking up,
Although we are not a couple in the dream,
Although we are just good friends,
But i'm glad,
Because in real life we don't even talk much,
Because in real life i can't get close to you,
Because in real life i am just ....
I don't even know if i mean anything to you.
我真不知怎麼才能和你親近起來，你好像是一個可望而不可及的目標，我琢磨不透，追也追不上。