30.3.13
I really hope to go out with kent, jx , gh to karaoke for the last time before the march holiday ends. Unfortunately, i gotta go to Penang with my family because my bro gotta go for the open day in kdu. Jx said that she could call everyone go to Penang to sing, because of me.... Everyone gotta go to Penang. Lolx, this is my first time i heard that my friends are actually going to Penang just because I can't get back to Perai in time to go out. Although that is just a simple sentence ... But these are the words that are touching.... Maybe you guys will just think that it's normal and just simple words, but it means a lot to me... Nobody will ever do that, my friends will just say never mine, postpone to next time... And you guys also actually willing to spend your time on me as Jx has exams coming and Kent has reports to write. It's hard to find friends like that nowadays. And yes, I really gotta appreciate them, I wanted to help them back as they have helped me a lot and also left me some good memories. Still, I hope that we are friends forever? Yay ! Love ya all ! :)
Okie, although its childish to say friends forever, LOLX! But i really meant it lei ~ >.< As I don't have many trusted friends in life, you guys won't leave me right ?!
So... We didn't went out because i came back from Penang around 8pm. And my bro took me out to starbucks with Wei Shen. I tried calling Jx out but she can't come out. Finally I summoned up the courage and SMS Kent, i asked if he wants to come to Starbucks... I waited for his reply.... But i waited for a few hours, and still no reply... I thought maybe he won't reply me because I never asked him out before or maybe he doesn't want to come out with me..... At that time, my mind is full of many reasons he did not reply the message so i told myself naa it's okie, i've already started to give up, don't be sad. Until 11 pm ++, until we started to play cards, and my phone finally rang, Wei Shen said : naa it's Kent right? I was like nope... Then i unlock my phone and saw it's him ~ :O It's him!! Although he just said Sorry. Wasn't free just now. But it's okie, I'm just glad he replied me... :D Heh ~
-爱情，拥有的时候害怕失去，失去的时候渴望拥有。在努力忘记过去的同时其实也在提醒自己不要忘记。人总是这样矛盾着，忍不住一遍又一遍的温习着回忆.-
When i look at the school magazine, how i wished it was SMK Perai, and not this ... school. How i wished that i can have my final year class picture back there and standing beside of my best friends .... Everyone thought that I am just being racist or i just don't wanna mix with them.... But no one knows that actually what has happened before i started to hate them... My parents thought I was just being me, a little things also cannot endure awhile, keep complaining. Well, they don't even know what motivates me while I'm sitting my PMR... It's transferring back to Penang that motivates me, those words that they said they will let me transfer at the end of the year.... Those words that motivates me ! And not that i'm in this school and they are a lot of brilliant students that influenced me to study hard.... And I did waited for another year until now... And I'm still stuck here.... There's a little truth behind every just kidding, a little curiosity behind every just wondering, a little knowledge behind every I don't know, and a little emotion behind every I don't care.
Sometimes it feels nice, looking at the rain, hearing the raindrops falling on your rooftop, being alone, listening to the songs which the lyrics are about your feelings and those are the words that you wanted to say out but you are too afraid to do it....Did you ever notice that there's a certain line in every song sticks out because it reminds you of a person that you just can't forget? And that is the time, when you flashback everything, every moments when you are with the special someone....In your life, you meet people. Some you never think about again. Some you wonder what happened to them. There are some that you wonder if they ever think about you. And then there are some you wish you never had to think about again, but you do. If someone means a lot to you, tell them. People come and go, and missed opportunities turn into regrets.
Okie, although its childish to say friends forever, LOLX! But i really meant it lei ~ >.< As I don't have many trusted friends in life, you guys won't leave me right ?!
So... We didn't went out because i came back from Penang around 8pm. And my bro took me out to starbucks with Wei Shen. I tried calling Jx out but she can't come out. Finally I summoned up the courage and SMS Kent, i asked if he wants to come to Starbucks... I waited for his reply.... But i waited for a few hours, and still no reply... I thought maybe he won't reply me because I never asked him out before or maybe he doesn't want to come out with me..... At that time, my mind is full of many reasons he did not reply the message so i told myself naa it's okie, i've already started to give up, don't be sad. Until 11 pm ++, until we started to play cards, and my phone finally rang, Wei Shen said : naa it's Kent right? I was like nope... Then i unlock my phone and saw it's him ~ :O It's him!! Although he just said Sorry. Wasn't free just now. But it's okie, I'm just glad he replied me... :D Heh ~
-爱情，拥有的时候害怕失去，失去的时候渴望拥有。在努力忘记过去的同时其实也在提醒自己不要忘记。人总是这样矛盾着，忍不住一遍又一遍的温习着回忆.-
When i look at the school magazine, how i wished it was SMK Perai, and not this ... school. How i wished that i can have my final year class picture back there and standing beside of my best friends .... Everyone thought that I am just being racist or i just don't wanna mix with them.... But no one knows that actually what has happened before i started to hate them... My parents thought I was just being me, a little things also cannot endure awhile, keep complaining. Well, they don't even know what motivates me while I'm sitting my PMR... It's transferring back to Penang that motivates me, those words that they said they will let me transfer at the end of the year.... Those words that motivates me ! And not that i'm in this school and they are a lot of brilliant students that influenced me to study hard.... And I did waited for another year until now... And I'm still stuck here.... There's a little truth behind every just kidding, a little curiosity behind every just wondering, a little knowledge behind every I don't know, and a little emotion behind every I don't care.
Sometimes it feels nice, looking at the rain, hearing the raindrops falling on your rooftop, being alone, listening to the songs which the lyrics are about your feelings and those are the words that you wanted to say out but you are too afraid to do it....Did you ever notice that there's a certain line in every song sticks out because it reminds you of a person that you just can't forget? And that is the time, when you flashback everything, every moments when you are with the special someone....In your life, you meet people. Some you never think about again. Some you wonder what happened to them. There are some that you wonder if they ever think about you. And then there are some you wish you never had to think about again, but you do. If someone means a lot to you, tell them. People come and go, and missed opportunities turn into regrets.
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