Da holidays~

I wish life has a remote. Play the easy times. Pause the good times. Fast forward the bullshit. Rewind the memories.
Whoa, it's June again, but it's the 2013 already.... Time flies, i wished time will stop so badly but who doesn't?
To My Penang Friends... :) well, you guys know who am I referring to! YOU! 
Thank you !
When I'm feeling down, you guys will be there for me and comfort me and make me laugh...
When I needed help, you guys will be the first ones I think about and also the first ones to help me...
I won't feel lonely when you guys are here with me,
I really appreciate a lot that i have you guys~
So when you guys feeling down, or helpless, do remember there's always ME there for you guys, just like you guys are always here by my side !
Love ya !

I was planning to have more than one outing for the holidays, but as usual, my PARENTS are just too over protective, when I wanted to get out with my friends, they would ask "who","where" and after that is a "no"~ Even though they knew my friends very well, my mum would be the one who is always giving the answer "no" ~ I would turn my back and just walk away... As i know that if I continue replying back it will not come to an end. I envy my bro, he would be the one "Dad, I'm going out", and my dad will just ask "what time will you be back,just not too late". That's it... For me ? Hah, I gotta spend a lot of time just to convince my dad to let me out... I don't freaking understand why am I the one who have to always gotta stay at home and lock my self up, I didn't even go out ONCE when I'm in Ipoh, my life at there is just go to school and go back home... Saturday and Sundays? Home ! I'm not exaggerating... Is it not enough staying at home? Am I still young ? Ohh okie, I admit that I'm still young.. But what about my bro? When he's the same age as me, at least he get to go out with his friends during the weekends... I can even count the number of times going out in a year with TEN FINGERS... If you don't wanna let me out when I'm in Ipoh, it's fine to me, cause I don't even want to go out with them!! But can I just have a little freedom when I'm back in Penang? I don't have many chances meeting my friends in Penang, they maybe busy, they could hardly meet up with their other friends who are staying nearby, not to mention me... so if there is an outing, could you just let me out?! I was quite angry that day when i asked my mum to let me out with my friends, and she gave me the answer "NO", and I stayed silenced for the whole night... Lolx... My bro was like "are you still angry? aijyoo, just get over it la... you can choose another day, wait until mum goes back to KL first ..." And i told him is not the problem with the dates, is just that every time i ask for my mum's permission, she will not approve... So after my mum went back, my dad only let me out on Friday ~ >.<

This mid year holiday, I never spend much time with my friends. I just stayed at home T.T At least at night i get to play Dota 2 with some friends to keep myself entertained, ohh especially gh ~ he played with me until early in the morning during the holidays, wanted to thank him :D But at least I still get to meet Sis, everyone is busy but luckily jae min get to join us! Went to karaoke, surprisingly we all didn't push away the mic and felt shy~ before going into the room, i was worrying that all of us will not sing or you guys choose the songs that i don't know~ Hah! After that, i know that what i was worrying is a waste of time... Ohh, and i felt like is it me or we all are releasing our stress with singing or maybe I just think too much, haha, maybe we all are just enjoying singing? Anyways, i enjoyed myself the whole time. Thx a lot that you guys are willing to spend your precious time with me :D !!

A choice ? A chance ? Well, sometimes you get to choose is probably not a good thing after all.... You must have the courage to face the consequences after making the choice.... If you chose the path you regretted, you will surely blame yourself for that. For me, I never actually think the consequences before making a choice, I always regret after making the choices and this is when I started not to believe in myself, I started to depend on my friends and family.... And I started to seek advices from you guys. Can't imagine if you guys suddenly just disappeared from my life, i think i would just fall apart :X

Still remember there's a girl willing to wait for a guy until he likes her, a simple message sent from the guy or a "like" in Facebook on the girl's post can make the girl stay happy for a few days, the girl will update her blog after every outing with the guy and how lucky the girl is as her dearest sister will always help her to invite the guy out when she's back to Penang during the holidays. But now, the girl is finally willing to let go? She found out that she doesn't really understands him much, she only depends on Facebook to keep in touch with him, and there is not much common stuff to chat between them, they could hardly start a conversation. Hopefully the girl won't break her promise and fall in love with him again ba :X lolx ~我应该要知足,不追求太多,不计较太多,把每件事都不要看得太重,这样应该会比较快乐吧....

不要由于别人不能成为你所希望的人而愤怒,因为你自己也不能成为自己所希望的人。这个世界上没有一个人是完美的,就好像苹果的表皮,终有些瑕疵,就因为这些缺陷才显出其他地方更完美。感情这东西最难的,不在于是不是两个人真的就爱了,难于爱的维持与持久,因为人生并不是只有一天。生活毕竟是现实的,人要经历这样那样的考验,不单单是一句我爱你就解决了。人生中会有很多意想不到的事情,要有足够的耐心去面对。总要经历一些事情,才会明白一些道理,而很多变化就在经历中发生了。

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